Crystal eyes

 The next flight is only a week from now... I don't know why I'm having these recordings... I remember the women who passed by my life seated here on this airplane and listening the sound of the ice hitting in the cup of whiskey.

Several passions, in time we forget their features, their smell, the tone of their voices, however, their names don't get out of the memory, so different from each other, nevertheless, they always left me fucked up in the end... I still have the gift she gave me....

It was a Monday, the night was great and she was beautiful with those big brilliant eyes of her and a mouth that seduced me. I had made a decision, I needed to change, I was needing to realize my dreams, I couldn't decide all my life on that moment... I had to leave her.

I was hugged with her when I decided to tell her. Her eyes were filled with tears – they were like crystals, I thought she could understand – bullshit of mine to think that, but it was the contrary. The hardest decision... But that should be done, only I know the pain I felt – I needed to go out, on my way home I dropped by a bar. I found an old friend, we spent the night chatting away, on the outside I was calm and happy, on the inside I was totally fallen to pieces.

In life we have to make hard decisions... I never met her again... Nowadays I live a crazy life...